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A Shattered FriendshipAfter four years of us being friends, it’s all come down  
Fallen into a heaping mess so we’re nothing now.  
I used to think you had my back but you have proved me wrong  
What happened to the bond we shared that was so strong?  It’s faded away into nothing it no longer appears to exist  I refuse to lie about how I feel, your friendship will be missed.  
 
Through so many ups and downs the closeness remained  The final tearing of my soul has left your hands stained.  
Hope you’re proud of all the pain and stress you caused me,  I’m leaving you alone to drown and suffe A Shattered Friendship
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Her Deadly DiseaseSuffering from a broken heart and a blurred vision  Tears leave her eyes reddened from his decision.  After loving him for so long, giving up everything she had  He only ripped her heart out making her hurt  bad.  
The pillow beneath her face is covered in tear stains  
The only thing left of him are the memories that remain.  
 
What did she do to make all of this go so wrong  
When he was the only one that made her feel that she belonged?  He’s gone forever his heart now belongs to another girl  The room around her begins to spin and her rage begins to unfurl.  What he do Her Deadly Disease
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Is It A Dream?When I close my eyes I see the darkness that lies inside  The pain and torture that has been unleashed, no longer hides.  Crippling defeat weakening my strength and defenses  Corruption floods my body, mind and senses.  
 
A cloud of deception and grief hang high above my head  As I pass through an endless valley, of the dead.  
Everyone I’ve ever known or loved wander this lurid place,  Accepting the evil that corrupts their souls, with a loving embrace.   
I don’t understand what I’m doing here, I simply don’t belong  And no one knows that I’m lost or gone what Is It A Dream?
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Looking InsideThings seems to take a rise then fall  
Finding yourself on your knees forced to crawl.  When things appear to be at their all time low  Feeling trapped in a whirlpool of sorrow.  
 
 
Tears flood from blood shot eyes  
To escape the calling of demise.  
Each step brings you closer to the end  
But your heart can’t seem to mend.  
 
Broken and shut completely out  Every thought and feeling in doubt.  Why won’t it all just go away  
Instead of being in a bloody display?  
 
 
Agony and screams of endless torment  
All of the feelings inside you Looking Inside
by *CriesOfMorbidity
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Fading Away...

Sat Nov 10, 2007, 1:27 PM
  • Mood: Remorse
  • Listening to: Nickleback - If Everyone Cared
After December 12th, I will no longer be an active Deviant...I have no motivation to write. My pills make me a zombie...and once again..I have been driven into a deep...depression... When you dwell on the things you've done...it makes one realize how much of a bad person they really are.... I've lied and hurt people...let them down...when they needed me the most...I am a terrible person... A true eye opener is when a being comes to reality and reflects on all of the things they have accomplished. I have accomplished....nothing...in fact, the only thing I have accomplished is...letting the people down that cared so much about me...I truly feel..ashamed. My mother, taught me better than this...but I always try to hide...and be someone I am not...I try to be strong when I am weak... I fear people knowing the real me...because they may not accept the real person I am... I suppose...now is the time...to open that part of me...


I used to be this shy...nice girl...who was afraid to socialize with anyone... To have those days back...would be the answer to my prayers...but, through the experiences during my lifetime...it has corrupted me... I break down and cry...wishing my childhood was different...perhaps then....I wouldn't be who I am today... I've been called selfish...perhaps I am...I don't handle stress very well....it breaks me so easily... In all honesty...I'm more fragile than I appear...I get hurt...very easily...I just wish I wasn't so afraid...to be the real me... I'm...very sorry...for all that I have done...it eats me alive...from the inside out...knowing how horrible...I really am... Please...find it in your hearts to forgive me....

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  • Interests: Music, Poetry, Digital Art, Photomanipulation
  • Favourite movie: Dead Silence
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Within Temptation, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil,Smile Empty Soul, Linkin Park, Korn
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~nonee Sep 25, 2008, 8:45:22 AM
You have been featured here [link]
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Feel free to note me if you want any other dev of yours to be featured.
Cares :)

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Flames to dust...lovers to friends....
Why do all good things come to an end?
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~EchoesofMourning Dec 5, 2007, 3:09:24 PM
Yar!

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He whom I was going to look for, has come to meet me. And he whom I called the Other, has become me. ------- Kabir
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~Brinckmyster Nov 6, 2007, 8:34:04 AM
Thanks for the friending! :D

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`imaginedmoments Oct 14, 2007, 10:06:56 AM
Many thanks for the fav. for "Air Elemental" ;)

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=Gflady Oct 14, 2007, 5:40:56 AM
thank you for the fav!

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*eclipse79 Oct 4, 2007, 8:57:44 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: :hug:

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"I may be bad, but I feel good" - Army of darkness
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~Yellow-Shoes Oct 2, 2007, 10:36:41 AM
holy cow! Thanks for the fave! :D

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*CriesOfMorbidity Oct 2, 2007, 10:41:02 AM
You're very welcome.

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A rush of blood
To my head leaves me winded and wanting
To feel the weakness in my body
Beaten and crushed like my soul
I walked the streets flirting death
But I never kissed back
I'm so lucky so cursed so fucked up
But that's the way that it goes
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~kingnilo Oct 2, 2007, 12:33:16 AM
thanks for the :+fav: on "dev sphere" [link]

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"You need a reason to believe,A reason to deceive,A reason for the song you're singing,And everything you do,Makes perfect sense to you,
So why is your alarm bell ringing". Jonathan Davis.
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