CriesOfMorbidity

Years have gone by and so much has changed Had no really idea how much my mind was really deranged I had dealt with so much sorrow and pain Forgot I wasn't the only one who felt disdane. Life has never really been fair, it sometimes drags us down We are given these trials for a reason, to stand our ground Sometimes we get lost in the confusion and turmoil And forget that we have a strong, sturdy recoil. Life never gives us trials we can't ever handle on our own We survive it all through the tears and scars, even ones that aren't shown. Never give up on life or what it has to offer you in the end No matter what anyone says or thinks, ther

All of the burden , pain and stress I caused so many to feel The wickedness of a soul and heart tainted was all so real. So many had lied and cheated me that I fell into their routine Being pulled by good and evil, stuck in between. I never let anyone see what was inside of me the suffering  endured I plastered on a plastic smile but behind these eyes, tears poured. This demon can no longer take control of who I am Everyday is a new trial doing the best that I can. The cold hearted, un-remorseful wickedness has been drained But that doesn't mend any hearts that have felt the strain. Words cannot express the true sorrow and remorse t

A girl trapped within a whirlwind of pain uncertain of what to do Hiding behind a mask of lies so no one could see her though. She pretended to be something she's not just to gain approval Knowing deep down that in the end it would all make her crumble. This girl has lied, cheated and played the worst of games with other's minds Not thinking of the severe consequences that it would leave behind. A trail of broken hearts and mistrust that could never be salvaged Leaving people that were her friends broken and damaged. It took so much to knock sense into her head to open her eyes Remorse and guilt has over come her soul from all of the

After four years of us being friends, it’s all come down Fallen into a heaping mess so we’re nothing now. I used to think you had my back but you have proved me wrong What happened to the bond we shared that was so strong? It’s faded away into nothing it no longer appears to exist I refuse to lie about how I feel, your friendship will be missed. Through so many ups and downs the closeness remained The final tearing of my soul has left your hands stained. Hope you’re proud of all the pain and stress you caused me, I’m leaving you alone to drown and suffer in your own misery. Don’t be angry with me I

Suffering from a broken heart and a blurred vision Tears leave her eyes reddened from his decision. After loving him for so long, giving up everything she had He only ripped her heart out making her hurt  bad. The pillow beneath her face is covered in tear stains The only thing left of him are the memories that remain. What did she do to make all of this go so wrong When he was the only one that made her feel that she belonged? He’s gone forever his heart now belongs to another girl The room around her begins to spin and her rage begins to unfurl. What he doesn’t know will now bring harm his way In her mind if he was

When I close my eyes I see the darkness that lies inside The pain and torture that has been unleashed, no longer hides. Crippling defeat weakening my strength and defenses Corruption floods my body, mind and senses. A cloud of deception and grief hang high above my head As I pass through an endless valley, of the dead. Everyone I’ve ever known or loved wander this lurid place, Accepting the evil that corrupts their souls, with a loving embrace. I don’t understand what I’m doing here, I simply don’t belong And no one knows that I’m lost or gone what have I done wrong? Blood slips from the corners of my mout

Things seems to take a rise then fall Finding yourself on your knees forced to crawl. When things appear to be at their all time low Feeling trapped in a whirlpool of sorrow. Tears flood from blood shot eyes To escape the calling of demise. Each step brings you closer to the end But your heart can’t seem to mend. Broken and shut completely out Every thought and feeling in doubt. Why won’t it all just go away Instead of being in a bloody display? Agony and screams of endless torment All of the feelings inside you resent. Left alone to die and suffer in misery Looking into a mirror, this is me.